Today out in Ely

[suzyscottdotcom]

We’ve been out – some shopping over the last two days, but the main highlight was today’s trip to Ely. We stopped for lunch at Prezzo (calzone menu at this restaurant!) before taking a few snaps around the Cathedral. You can see all the pics here – these have been resized using iPhoto to “medium”, bringing them down to 15-25% of the original size, and still (I think) presentable for online use, but let me know what you think!

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[elaine4queen.livejournal.com]

ah, ely.

ah, tom.

i must go up and fetch belongings...

[suzyscottdotcom.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Maybe again one day.

[elaine4queen.livejournal.com]

::small tears::

the past is another country. but our relationships are all permanent even if not practiced, and actually i am in touch with tom quite a bit. we don't talk on the phone as often as we did but we write, and he has great insight to my switherings and worries. it is part pleasure and part pain. but many friendships are like that, in reality.

[suzyscottdotcom.livejournal.com]

While I probably should not be nosing, I feel that it is good that you and him can still talk. I've had situations where the sourness turned worse, and it's good that you still have something.

*hugs*
Sxxx

[elaine4queen.livejournal.com]

well, it was painful but not sour. it was difficult because he never 'finished with me' but rather announded that his mental health was declining and that i couldn't come and stay. i visited a few times while staying at my cousin's, but things didn't improve. it was very difficult for me to tell whether it was about me or about him, but in the end it made little difference, since i could not afford to keep visiting, and couldn't continue to break my own heart with this big unsaid thing.

i never felt that he did not value me as a person, in a way which i definitely felt with gabriel, though the thing with gabriel provided a useful buffer to the enormity of my heartbreak over tom. i now feel that i may never have a sexual relationship again, which is rather odd. and i am not signing anything!