State of the Suzy, in brief
Nov. 9th, 2009 11:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suzyscottdotcomIt’s been a week and a bit since being in hospital, and I’m starting to get “back to normal”. There is a little pain, but it’s starting to require less and less painkillers. There were no real instructions for afterwards, but I might try and dilate, for the first time in ages, to see how I get on today.
I’ve been feeling “down” for quite a while, more so than just certain times of the month. It’s like a cloud been hanging over me constantly, meaning I’ve not been able to enjoy things as I would want to, and I’ve been rushing through things quite a lot. I’ve felt this way since when I had the fall back in May, and perhaps this hurt my confidence more than just the pain on my knees. I’m trying to start pointing us in the right direction, and (finally getting) the op, as well as new work, is helping. We said a few months back that we should be out a bit more, and doing new things, and that too is helping. Some things do need to change, but not the majority.
Having said that, I do feel good, and the face and hair have been beginning to get more compliments. I don’t know exactly what it has been, but I must have reached some optimum level of transition, and it has been easier. Maybe with being out less, but then again, when you start getting more compliments all of a sudden, it is worth thinking about, to try and maintain it!
We are planning a quieter Christmas this year, just the two of us, in contrast to the previous years when we’ve been rushing around.
I’ve been feeling “down” for quite a while, more so than just certain times of the month. It’s like a cloud been hanging over me constantly, meaning I’ve not been able to enjoy things as I would want to, and I’ve been rushing through things quite a lot. I’ve felt this way since when I had the fall back in May, and perhaps this hurt my confidence more than just the pain on my knees. I’m trying to start pointing us in the right direction, and (finally getting) the op, as well as new work, is helping. We said a few months back that we should be out a bit more, and doing new things, and that too is helping. Some things do need to change, but not the majority.
Having said that, I do feel good, and the face and hair have been beginning to get more compliments. I don’t know exactly what it has been, but I must have reached some optimum level of transition, and it has been easier. Maybe with being out less, but then again, when you start getting more compliments all of a sudden, it is worth thinking about, to try and maintain it!
We are planning a quieter Christmas this year, just the two of us, in contrast to the previous years when we’ve been rushing around.
