Angels & Electricity
Nov. 27th, 2007 08:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The electricity (feelings down each side of the crotch, where all the nerves have been placed after surgery) has been on fairly ‘loud’ for a bit now, so that it can be felt sometimes, but not to the point where it makes life unbearable. It’s enough to make you aware of it, without collapsing in a heap on the floor.
So, today, I felt like a bit of a closer inspection, shall we say. I’ve already touched the new clitoris with my finger, and it’s very sensitive indeed. Slightly more so than I was expecting, based on what was there before – don’t forget where the tissue to make this came from! After making some coffee, pulling the curtains, and making some room around the bedroom, I got the light and the shadows just right. It seems that the top of the ‘triangle’ – my left as I look down at it, is the most sensitive.
The left-hand labia is obviously still a bit big (see previous posts about size differences), but perhaps there was a bonus in that it has kept the clit hood well tight and totally stitched up. Maybe the extra packaging is worth it (and the inevitable return to outpatients if it does not shrink back!), as it’s helped. It’s less of a hood in my case, more like a complete anorak! No arms though – any more!
Anyway, back on topic. I started off with some very mild electro-stimulation. It’s not designed to go into me, this little thing (bought it as a gift for a friend, on the request of another, and then it wasn’t needed…. I knew this day would come one day, so I kept it!) just buzzes away gently, and has those soft jelly nodules all over it. Just gentle play, and enough to tickle me almost into fits of giggles. (Seems as if that is still in me!)
Yes, the electricity is there. As to whether I’ll be able to make anything serious of it, time will tell. (I was still literally buzzing when Caroline came home this evening!)
Oh, and as to why I do this today? Well, I go back to work tomorrow (one day a week)… but not on the Helpline, for the first day! That’s a bit of a change at least… it’s officially training, and I will be a ‘guest’ at… let’s just say, one of the Trust’s other projects, somewhere in east England. Well, a one-in-twentyodd chance of guessing it right!
So, today, I felt like a bit of a closer inspection, shall we say. I’ve already touched the new clitoris with my finger, and it’s very sensitive indeed. Slightly more so than I was expecting, based on what was there before – don’t forget where the tissue to make this came from! After making some coffee, pulling the curtains, and making some room around the bedroom, I got the light and the shadows just right. It seems that the top of the ‘triangle’ – my left as I look down at it, is the most sensitive.
The left-hand labia is obviously still a bit big (see previous posts about size differences), but perhaps there was a bonus in that it has kept the clit hood well tight and totally stitched up. Maybe the extra packaging is worth it (and the inevitable return to outpatients if it does not shrink back!), as it’s helped. It’s less of a hood in my case, more like a complete anorak! No arms though – any more!
Anyway, back on topic. I started off with some very mild electro-stimulation. It’s not designed to go into me, this little thing (bought it as a gift for a friend, on the request of another, and then it wasn’t needed…. I knew this day would come one day, so I kept it!) just buzzes away gently, and has those soft jelly nodules all over it. Just gentle play, and enough to tickle me almost into fits of giggles. (Seems as if that is still in me!)
Yes, the electricity is there. As to whether I’ll be able to make anything serious of it, time will tell. (I was still literally buzzing when Caroline came home this evening!)
Oh, and as to why I do this today? Well, I go back to work tomorrow (one day a week)… but not on the Helpline, for the first day! That’s a bit of a change at least… it’s officially training, and I will be a ‘guest’ at… let’s just say, one of the Trust’s other projects, somewhere in east England. Well, a one-in-twentyodd chance of guessing it right!